..Fatin Mahadi
I'm seventeen. Currently waiting for my A level results and totally jobless for now.
I need a new keyboard, ASAP! My aim is to get my masters and continue PhD just so my dad would give me a white grand piano.
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Monday, February 8, 2010
Title : Don't hold back your tears.
Time : 8:26 PM Hi. So as you all know, results for O level and A level is out already and it's quite a disappointment to me.. I didn't do well but well, at least I passed.. But still, I can't stop thinking of how stupid I am for not studying even more harder :( If only I studied harder, I could try and get a scholarship and go to UK. Sigh, like what I told my friends, "Hancur harapan kan dapat scholar." It's true though, unless I can find a university that offers HnD or foundation.. And also I have to make sure that there's someone who's generous enough to offer me a scholarship :( Anyway, I'm thinking of staying here in Brunei though.. Just take HnD di ITB or UBD.. But then if I want to go to UBD, I will have to resit for two subjects and get Cs for both.. As for ITB, I can get in automatically. Sigh. Studying overseas is what I've been dreaming of but studying here in Brunei seems much more better. I'll have to jot down the pros and cons of studying in Brunei and overseas and reconsider them. Decisions, decisions, decisions. Azt dapat relax sudah. You'll gasp if I tell you his results. :( There will be, for sure, a lot of companies or universities or sectors that would love to offer him a full scholarship :( I talked to him today and he told me what his Professor told him.. I was depressed when he told me because I didn't study hard enough and now, I can't be with him overseas :( He's been thinking of staying here in Brunei and not leave me but I don't want him to reject those scholars yknow.. Thousands of people would die just to get the scholarship. Sigh, I wish I studied even more harder. But no worries, we promised to discuss about this together and not decide too soon.. I don't want to be selfish and make him reject all the great offers. After all, it's for his future and if he do trust me, he would choose to go to UK.. 3 years of doing degree will pass by fast, okay? Even if we miss each other, there's always technology to keep us closer to each other.. I'll miss you :( Just make sure I get to meet mummy before you go.. I love you, Azt! |
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Thursday, February 4, 2010
Title : How many teeth do you have?
Time : 9:39 PM Hi! So, summary for today! Quite an interesting day.. Let's start with when I woke up. I was still tired and wanted to skip work today and also because I had a headache once bangun tidur tu. Gila, sakit banar. So went down and ate panadol (which is against my rules cause I usually drink 100 plus saja if ada headache). Then around 6.45, had a quick shower cause I was late and rushed to work! So, work is like always, even though I've never really tell you all how my work is like -.- handling 21 kids is HARD!! yes, 21 kids aged between 5~3+. Sigh. SO, like what my younger brother would say, 'climax of the story' (HAHA! baru belajar ya during English class) is that a kid bit me! I know, all of you would probably be laughing right now and say something like, "amagad! A 17 year old got bit by a 3+ year old?! HAHA! This is funny" BUT NOOOOOOO!! It hurts like hell :( My hand got numb for like an hour and the marks, balum hilang until now :( I took a picture of it tadi, after dinner but it's not really clear.. Apa juaaaa my camera ani, nada canggih, haha! BABAAAAHHH~~ *coughphonebarucough* pleasee?  Yeahh, that's the bruise AFTER about 8+ hours? Yeap, after approximately 9 hours, the bruise is still there and I am still in pain, Ya Allah! But unfortunately, I forgot to tell the parents that their child bit me.. If the bruise masih ada, my grandfather told me to tell the parents, hehe. I was about to cry when he bit me cause it hurts berabis :( Bah, atu saja. Other things, will update nanti when I feel like it =p I know, I blog only when I feel like it, and not like twice a week or something but heck, it's my blog and who wants to read it will read it and who doesn't, you don't have to visit my blog lagi :D SEEYA~ |
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Friday, January 22, 2010
Title : Fatin have fatty fats :(
Time : 4:48 PM Sh*t, I'm getting fat! Haha, okay. I know that's random but seriously, I'm fat :( Ever since school ended, I start to eat a lot, as in really a lot, and not care whether they're healthy or not! That's not good, right? And to make things worse, I don't really go exercise like what I've planned to do -.- I need motivation! Anyway, I'm fat. Inda pecaya, datang kerumah! Haha. Bah, back to why I'm blogging. I'm planning kan upload ALL the pictures I've chosen from events since the day I go to KL until now. I hope it's not too many, hehe. But then again, I'm kindof lazy to upload them all.. Choosing them is quite tiring and annoying cause sometimes my sister would go "WEII! Delete gambar dilah arah blog kaka ah! Bida kaliah!" and sometimes cousins would do that too.. I don't know.. Sigh. Bah, if I'm rajin, I will upload them but if nada the pictures, faham2 saja.. I'd be eating and watching TV, haha. Oh yeah, I wanna know you guys yang waiting for A level results do apa while waiting? Any job vacancies elsewhere? Just wondering cause I can't apply for a job di bank since I'm underaged :( Bahh, mwa! |
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